I cant

I was hoping to say it out loud and clear, I was waiting to look you in the eyes and let you know everything I was feeling, I was willing to let everything go and start all fresh, all new, I wanted to tell you how much I loved you and that I wanted to get you back; but thats what I realize, that it was always me, the one wanting to fix things, the one who wanted to get you back,  just me, and a few words in my mouth where not going to fix anything, nor the missunderstandings or the fights or your insecurities, I cant fix us, but even most important, and even you thought I could, I cant fix you.